I am overly fascinated with the life of Aleister Crowley right now. Even though he was a complete fuckboy and honestly a bad person, I still find myself fiercely envying him. Mostly because I wish I had the resources to buy a fucking mansion in Loch Ness just to do the Abramelin in it. 

Also, “crossing the abyss” by power-bottoming in the Sahara while possessed by a demon is a Mood.