Agrat’s Carol

An Antichristmas carol to the tune of “The Cherry Tree Carol.”

When Na’amah was in sorrow, in sorrow was she
She cried to mighty Lilith, first woman to be free,
She cried to mighty Lilith, first human to be free.

“Sweet Lilith” quoth Na’amah, “O where shall I begin?
“God’s cruelty hath undone me, the flood hath drowned my kin,
God’s cruelty hath undone me, the flood hath drowned my kin.”

And Lilith saw Na’amah, so fair and so wise,
Love blossomed in her bosom, and shone through her eyes,
Love blossomed in her bosom, and shone through her eyes.

“Sweet Na’amah,” quoth Lilith, “My heart and my own,
Your grief it is heavy, but you do not grieve alone,
Your grief it is heavy, but you do not grieve alone.”

And Na’amah drew nearer, and Lilith drew nigh,
For life on earth is fleeting, but love does not die,
For life on earth is fleeting, but love does not die.

“Sweet Lilith,” quoth Na’amah, “Beloved and wife,
Come cover me with kisses, that I may bring forth life,
Come cover me with kisses, and let me bring forth life.”

And Na’amah lay below and Lilith above,
And on that night created a child of their love,
And on that night created a child of their love.

On the first day of the new year their daughter was born,
Sweet Agrat came a-laughing, as radiant as the morn,
Sweet Agrat came a-laughing, as radiant as the morn.

Holy Whore: Na’amah and the Watchers

2017 marked the passing of SESTA-FOSTA, an “anti-sex trafficking” bill which would have profoundly negative implications for consenting adult sex-workers and for the internet at large. Although few outside the sex work community are aware of SESTA-FOSTA, many have noticed its ripple effects, felt largely through increased online censorship of “adult content” (often poorly defined and enforced by shoddy bots) on platforms like Facebook, Instagram, and most famously, Tumblr. This is because SESTA-FOSTA makes it possible for such websites to be held criminally responsible for the activities of their users, particularly those related to sex work. While such online censorship is annoying, the brunt of the suffering inflicted by SESTA-FOSTA has been felt by sex workers, who are now much less able to advertise online. This leads to loss of income, hampered ability to screen clients, and the threat of being driven back to perilous street-based sex work. Meanwhile, there has been no significant increase in the rescue of trafficking victims[1]. The driving force behind SESTA-FOSTA is whorephobia, plain and simple—fear and loathing of sex-workers. This whorephobia is endemic in Judaism, in Christianity, and in society at large, even in progressive discourse. In honor of sex workers everywhere, and in our defense, I dedicate this paper to Na’amah, a succubus revered in Satanism as a Promethean bringer of knowledge, who is also a goddess of prostitution.

Na’amah is a figure from the myth of the Watchers. She is mentioned in Genesis[2], but her role was not developed until later. While early accounts of the Watchers portray the “daughters of man” as innocent victims of the lustful angels[3], Na’amah is neither victim nor innocent.

Exegetic speculation about Na’amah began because she is a named female character in Genesis, which is a bit of a rarity. This prompted the tradition of a demoness named Na’amah, as seen in this passage of the Zohar:

Rabbi Hiyya said, “Why is it written: The sister of Tuval-Cain was Na’amah? What is the point of Scripture specifying her name? Because human beings stray after her, even spirits and demons.

Rabbi Yitsak said, “Those sons of Elohim, Uzza and Azael, strayed after her.”

Rabbi Shim’on said, “She was the mother of demons…”[4]

Na’amah is identified as a descendant of Cain, who the Zohar claims was the illegitimate issue of Eve by Samael. She is also the sister of Tubal Cain, and of Jubal. Tubal-Cain was the first smith, and Jubal was the first musician.[5] Tubal Cain’s profession is particularly relevant, as according to Enoch 8:1 it was Azazel who taught metalworking to humanity. Music isn’t mentioned among the gifts given by the Watchers, but given Jubal’s proximity to Na’amah and his status as first musician, it wouldn’t be a far-fetched interpretation to add it to the list. Thus, Na’amah becomes an information broker—trading on her charms to obtain forbidden knowledge, and then turning around to share it with her family and the wider community. Seen in this light, Na’amah becomes combination of Prometheus, Pandora, and a sex-worker Robin Hood.

Aside from metallurgy for weapons and adornment, the Watchers are said to have taught alchemy, magic, herbalism, cosmetics, medicine, identification of precious stones, astronomy and astrology.[6] From a Satanic perspective, Na’amah (and by extension, humanity) got the better end of the deal—the Watchers had their fun, but Na’amah obtained skills and knowledge to be shared with the world. She cannot be read as either a victim or as a selfish, grasping gold-digger. While she may have used her wiles, she used them to uplift her community.

Contrary to common misconceptions, this interpretation of Na’amah’s story reflects the realities and behavior of sex-workers quite well. Neither helpless victims nor selfish, antisocial parasites, sex workers often report satisfaction with their work and pride in their earnings. They look out for one another and engage in activism and advocacy. Often the highest earners in low-income communities, they enjoy giving back to those around them. In such communities sex workers are the ones who can afford nice things, who can spend a little money on something extra, who have the ways and means to go beyond “just surviving” and to help others to do the same. There are no citations in this paragraph because I am speaking from lived experience as the partner of a sex worker, the friend of many sex workers, the pastor of a church containing a disproportionate number of sex workers as congregants—and as a sex worker myself.

Like us, Na’amah wanted to see her community vibrant and thriving, not merely surviving. She was a woman in a world without jewelry, cosmetics, gems, herbs, spices—a world without luxury, a world without magic, a world where humans did not yet ponder the stars. She felt the poverty of such a world, its joylessness and lack of glamour, and she acted to change it. And she did it all with the tools of the so-called oldest profession, trading on her charm and sensuality to get what she wanted. Alongside her brother Tubal Cain, the first smith and her brother Jubal, the first musician, Na’amah can be read as an important first—the first whore.

Whores, of course, are not highly valued in society, not even in liberal circles. In God vs. Gay? Jay Michaelson writes:

I’ve seen the love I share with my partner compared to the lust someone might experience with an animal—or even a child. You’ve heard this before—the “slippery slope” argument that if we legitimize homosexuality, what’s to stop us from legitimizing bestiality, or prostitution, or whatever? But of course there’s an answer to this rhetorical question. Bestiality, pedophilia, and prostitution cannot lead to love, commitment, intimacy, holiness, family, and durable emotional bonds. Same-sex intimacy can.[7]

Michaelson rightly objects to the equation of homosexuality with bestiality and pedophilia, yet is comfortable lumping prostitution in with these acts of horrific violation. He also later discusses the fact that objections to homosexuality in the Hebrew Bible are really objections to the cultic prostitution which may have been practiced by the Canaanites.[8] Yet while he understands perfectly that this objection is rooted not in moral judgment so much as in a cultural taboo designed to distinguish the Israelites from the Canaanites, he does not extend this logic to the condemnation of prostitution as well. He seems to accept as a given that prostitution is a shameful abomination. Elsewhere in the text he connects sex work to the behavior of closeted religious gay males[9], thus exposing his personal association between sex work and secret shame. I do not mean to imply here that he has any personal experience with such, merely that he has been exposed to enough stories of other closeted men’s behavior to have formed the association. From my anecdotal experience, this association is correct: most of the men I speak with as a phone sex operator are closeted for religious reasons. What Michaelson is missing from his analysis is the fact that people like me are often the only connection these men have to their sexuality prior to coming out, and their only source of intimacy and approval.

Here I choose to relate a deeply personal story. For many years I worked as a professional dominant, performing consensual sadomasochistic acts for money. I had a regular client named Benjamin. We became very genuinely fond of each other and formed an intimate bond. Benjamin died of pancreatic cancer in 2017. I remained present in his life during his illness and spoke to him on his deathbed. He chose to include me in his will. It turns out he was a very wealthy and influential man with a great need for discretion in his relationships. I gave him an intimacy that would not have been available to him otherwise. I was the only person who knew that side of him, who saw and held and treasured it. His passing, and the grief I felt for it, are a large part of what drove me to ministry; and the money he left me is the only thing that has made me capable of affording seminary. I wonder what Michaelson would think of that.

This is holy work and I perform it in honor of Na’amah, first of the holy whores. Like her, I gained resources through my sexuality. And like Na’amah, I now choose to turn around and share those resources with my community—a congregation of queer, transgender sex workers who turn to our church for the validation of their lives, loves, identities and professions that they could not find anywhere else.

[1] Siouxsie Q, “Anti-sex-trafficking Advocates Say New Law Cripples Efforts to Save Victims,” Rolling Stone, May 25, 2018, https://www.rollingstone.com/culture/culture-features/anti-sex-trafficking-advocates-say-new-law-cripples-efforts-to-save-victims-629081/.

[2] Genesis 4:22.

[3] Veronika Bachmann, “Illicit Male Desire or Illicit Female Seduction? A Comparison of the Ancient Retellings of the Account of the “Sons of God” Mingling with the “Daughters of Men” (Gen 6:1-4) in Early Jewish Writings eds, Eileen Schuller and Marie-Theres Wacker v.3.1 of The Bible and Women: An Encyclopedia of Exegesis and Cultural History (Atlanta: SBL Press, 2017), 124-129.

[4]Daniel Chanan Matt, trans., The Zohar: [sefer Ha-zohar], pritzker ed. (Stanford, Calif.: Stanford University Press, 2004-2017), 309.

[5] Genesis 4:21-22.

[6] First Enoch 7:2-8:4.

[7] Jay Michaelson, God vs. Gay? The Religious Case for Equality, Queer Action/queer Ideas (Boston: Beacon Press, 2011), 50.

[8] Michaelson, 64-66.

[9] Michaelson, 13, 44-45.

Invocation of the Four Consorts

MATERIALS:

  • Four tarot cards to represent the queens
  • Consort incense ash (i.e. ash from incense burned in honor of the consorts)
  • Bells (Air/Fire)
  • Roses (Earth/Air)
  • Rose Water (Earth/Water)
  • Annointed candle (Fire/Water)
  • Pretty makeup brush for chrisms (optional)

The tarot cards are placed towards the four directions, along with the ritual elements: Items for Agrat and Air/Fire (bells and Queen of Cups) to the Southeast, for Lilith and Fire/Water (Candle and Queen of Wands) to the Southwest, for Naamah and Water/Earth to the Northwest (Queen of Pentacles and Rose Water), for Eisheth Zenunim and Earth/Air to the Northeast (Roses). Incense ash sits in the center. 

The celebrant begins facing Southeast. 

CELEBRANT: Hail to Agrat Bat Mahlat! Child of hope, creator and destroyer of illusions, conveyor and healer of disease! Reveal the truth to us, and send confusion to our enemies!

ALL: Renich viasa Agrat tasa lirach!

Celebrant rings the bell and then turns clockwise to the Southwest. 

CELEBRANT: Hail to Lilith, first of women, first human to rebel! Hail to thee who art two in one, male and female, adopter of stillbirths, avenger of the abused! Guard our bodies from those who would destroy them! Guard our freedom from those who would steal it away! Protect all women, and all gender outcasts and outlaws everywhere!

ALL: Renich viasa avage Lillith lirach!

Celebrant lights the candle, and then turns Northwest. 

CELEBRANT: Hail to Naamah, whose beauty makes angels fall! Hail Naamah, thief of knowledge, Queen of divination, mistress of seduction, and revolutionary whore! Grant us the insight to see what we need, and the ingenuity to obtain it! Grant us your clever artifice that we may gain wealth, wisdom and liberty!

ALL: Alora vefa an ca Naamah!

Celebrant sprinkles water around from his fingertips, then turns Northeast. 

CELEBRANT: Hail to Eisheth Zenunim, Mystery Babalon, mother of abominations, mother of death and mother of us all! Hail to thee Lady Satan, fallen angel of Liberty! May your poisoned sword cut down the tyrants! May your kisses, sweet as roses, comfort the bereaved! Let us return to you with joy, but not before our hour!

ALL: Lirach tasa Eisheth ayer!

The celebrant deeply inhales the scent of the rose. 

The celebrant turns to face the congregation and may then slip into a state of possession by one or all of these deities. The channel may now beckon the congregants forward, one by one, to receive benediction in the form of an inverted cross drawn in incense ash on their brow using the makeup brush. Congregants may request benediction from one of the four specifically. 

When all have received benediction, all join hands and pronounce:

ALL: Be it so, nema!

A Rant About Succubi

I work extensively with Eisheth Zenunim, Lilith, Naamah and Agrat bat Mahlat, the four succubus queens of hell. They are all consorts of Lucifer and also, frankly, of each other. Think of them as “the infernal polycule.”

A lot of occultist fuckbois want to work with succubi. They draw pictures of big-tiddy Lilith clad in skimpy chain mail bikinis. These depictions usually also show Lilith with smooth, hairless skin, which is ironic, because she’s often been described as extremely hairy in the lore. They also usually depict her as unambiguously female, which she is not (Lilith and Adam were both originally androgynous beings according to Kabbalistic lore, Adam was later split into masculine and feminine aspects to become Adam and Eve. Lilith was never divided and remains dual in nature). (You can also find problematic, transmisogynistic “girl with a dick” porn of Lilith, which is honestly no better.)

A lot of these occultist fuckbois manage to have sexual encounters with succubi. What they fail to understand is that, yes, if you summon a succubus for sex, she will probably fuck you– because fucking you and draining your life-force and sexual energy is how she eats. You aren’t a cool badass magus who tamed Lilith with your peen. You are a chump, you are a trick, you are a pathetic john, and she is laughing at you.

The four queens of hell are a LOT more than sex goddesses, and also they can be a lot more sex goddess than you bargained for. Ever heard about Eisheth Zenunim’s blind serpent or venom-dripping sword? Sounds at all… phallic to ya? They are not hetero male fantasies and do not exist to fulfill hetero male fantasies. They don’t even exist to prey on hetero male fantasies– they eat to live, they don’t live to eat.

If you come at a succubus just wanting a sexy demoness fantasy, you’ll get nothing from the encounter. She will be sure to take far more than she gave, and it may take months or years for you to fully realize how much you lost. She also may make the experience entirely unpleasant for you– medieval and renaissance texts recount succubus experiences which are anything but sexy, featuring helpless men being ridden by succubi who appeared to be dripping blood, pus, and excrement from every orifice. Do you want terrifying sleep paralysis? This is how you get terrifying sleep paralysis.

All of this said, it is possible to have wonderful, satisfying sexual experiences with succubi. They can even GIVE you power and energy instead of taking it, if they want to!

So how do you get this?

You don’t.

They give it to you, if they want to.

Never approach the queens of hell only as sex goddesses or demonic booty-calls. They are so much more than that. Don’t diminish them.

The succubi are goddesses of sacred prostitution, among many other things. This doesn’t mean they are down for whatever. This means they insist on getting as much as they give in any sexual interaction– if not more.

Don’t just offer your dick. In fact, don’t offer your dick at all unless asked for, and then, only if you feel like it. You get to revoke consent too!

Offer your devotion. Offer your friendship and most genuine respect. Seek their wisdom, their power, their allyship. Make sincere, unselfish offerings.

Ask Naamah about the knowledge she gained from the Watcher angels. She learned the secrets of metallurgy, cosmetics, divination, astrology, herbology, magic, and reading and writing. Those are her gifts to humanity. She is a Promethean entity and will share these gifts freely with those who approach her respectfully.

Ask Lilith about dreams and astral flight. Ask her to induce a miscarriage when an abortion is desperately needed and not available. Ask her to help you or someone you care about escape an abusive relationship. She protects gender outlaws, orphans, sex workers, and victims of abuse. She takes the souls of all who die too young, and is a mother to them.

Ask Eisheth Zenunim to explain the mysteries of death and the universe, the cycles of rebirth and decay. Ask her about revolution. She can teach you how to have compassion for the unloveable, how to witness the most gruesome suffering without flinching, how to give your love and assistant to lepers, to burn victims, to the horribly diseased without feeling the least repulsion. She can teach you how to grieve and come to terms with the end of life. She can also punish the tyrannical with her poisoned sword.

Ask Agrat Bat Mahlat to destroy your illusions. She can reveal the truths you have hidden even from yourself. She can also weave illusions and glamours around you when you need to deceive others. She can cause and heal disease, either physical or mental.

These spirits, neither male nor female, though loosely feminine in nature, are wise, powerful, cunning, vibrant, and absolutely indomitable. Never try to trick them, manipulate them, con them, or put one over on them. They have played more powerful beings than you, including King Fucking Solomon and the Watcher Angels. You will never win.

Don’t try to win. Don’t try to slide into the bone-zone. Seek, instead, to make friends, to become allies, to help them as they can help you. Join with their cause, the cause of all demons and fallen angels. Advance their agenda on earth, align it with your own.

If you are female, queer, trans, intersex, a sex worker, or a child (especially orphaned, abandoned, or abused), you will probably have a much easier time with them. They are natural protectors to you.

If you are an adult male, especially if you are a cis het male, proceed with caution and humility. You will have to go a lot farther to earn their trust.

See them as strong, powerful, wise personalities, not as a hot date or a means to ascend on whatever ladder of initiation you are currently fumbling your way up. Treat them as you would treat any relationship with anyone you consider to have full personhood. Put thoughts of entering the bone-zone right out of your head.

I’m not gonna lie. I am a man (albeit a queer trans man who is a sex worker) who has managed to have amazing, non-predatory sex with every single one of the succubi mentioned above. I did not plan to. I did not approach them holding onto that hope. They offered, eventually, and I said yes with great gratitude. And the sex has been amazing, magically powerful, and full of intense intimacy and love. From them, I have even learned how to consensually practice sexual succubacy and incubacy (when your partner cums, they release a ton of orgasmic energy anyway, and if you know how, you can suck that energy right up without draining them any more than you normally would. But still, ALWAYS ask). The sexual part of our relationship has brought me incredible gifts, but so have the non-sexual parts.

And there is no way I could have forced this type of relationship, any more than one can force or manipulate any other genuine, nurturing, loving, and mutual sexual relationship.

In short, if you are a man, especially a cis het man, work on your relationship with women and your relationship with gender before you try to work with succubi. If you’re still trying to lie, manipulate, badger, pester, coerce, seduce, or otherwise bullshit in your personal relationships, if you are on some pick-up artist shit or forever trying to work from the friendzone into the bonezone, stop right now. Check yourself before you wreck yourself, or hex yourself.

 

 

 

Consort and Klipotic (Qliphotic) Sigils

I have just completed a set of sigils for all 11 of the Klipot (Qliphoth), as well as a couple of demons who I couldn’t find sigils for that I liked. Since I am uploading these, I thought I’d share my set of sigils for the Four Consorts as well while I am at it.

(Yes, I like Lilith’s traditional sigil as well but I felt the need to have a matched set since I was making sigils for the other consorts.)

Use freely and enjoy.

Klipot Sigils:

Consort Sigils:

Miscellaneous Sigils:

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Anok Yai photographed by Ivar Wigan, CR Fashion Book Issue 13 . Fashion and sittings by Daniel Gaines. Makeup by Brittany Whitfield. Hair by Hos Hounkpatin.

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