I am unabashedly erotically attracted to Lucifer.
I think that’s one of the nice things about being a Luciferian, you know? You can mix sex and religion freely. The sacred and the profane are comfortable next to each other. You don’t have to do this– sexuality doesn’t mix in the practices of every Luciferian or Satanist– but it’s an option that is very open. There is literally nothing in my religion against it, and a lot that is arguably for it.
One of the reasons I am a Luciferian is that I am, to put it bluntly, a gay transsexual sadomasochistic slut. A lot of those things are more difficult to fit comfily into other religions, although it’s certainly possible– and may their God bless the sadmasochistic, transsexual, gay, and or slutty folks of stricter faiths who bravely make room for themselves in their seemingly inflexible religions!
Personally, I really like having a religion where my gender and sexuality fit right in.
There is a lot about S&M in particular that is stereotypically “diabolical.” And there is a lot about my relationship with Lucifer that feels, quite frankly, sadomasochistic. Sometimes there seems to be a wicked glee in the way he teaches me hard lessons– but there is also genuine love and care for me. It feels familiar, because it feels like interacting with leather folks.
Under a cut for length and lots of kinky content.
Oh look, this is suddenly making the rounds again.
My relationships have changed a lot since I last wrote this– the mentorship is over, and I broke up with my Master. I’m exclusively a Dom now– at least with human partners, I only submit to demons these days.
I’ve also come a lot farther in figuring out how to incorporate religion, magic and kink. For example, one time I dressed my submissive as Jesus and beat him so hard that he astral projected and had a mystical vision.
I’ve found ways to relate to the demons I work with sexually and through kink, sometimes via astral, sometimes by having my partner channel them.
I also wrote a script for a Black Mass which I have yet to perform which is essentially a combination of consensual SM with ritualistic blasphemy.
Church of the Morningstar 