gayforsatan:

ofdarknessandlightandlucifer replied to your post “a couple of nights now, lately, i have just lit a candle and sat down…”

Are you sure this is Satan? Seems very benign to me.

you know, i have a pretty negative knee-jerk reaction to when people say “maybe you’re WRONG about your own religious practice”. so there’s that.

that said, Satan has always felt to me like a figure of safety and relative peace. maybe benign isn’t the right word, as Satan is outside the christian morality of good vs evil. He is fiery and sexual and unrelenting. but i get so angry and scared sometimes, and Satan has been someone who is angry for me, who breathes fire and screams at those who would harm me, and whose anger protects me. who can carry me for a little while and then remind me that i can carry myself.

I am overly fascinated with the life of Aleister Crowley right now. Even though he was a complete fuckboy and honestly a bad person, I still find myself fiercely envying him. Mostly because I wish I had the resources to buy a fucking mansion in Loch Ness just to do the Abramelin in it. 

Also, “crossing the abyss” by power-bottoming in the Sahara while possessed by a demon is a Mood. 

corazontierno:

just in case you havent heard it today:

  • you are feared 
  • your six wings, gleaming body, and multiple pairs of torch eyes are beautiful
  • your thunder voice will get better and increasingly more vehement with time
  • you are valid
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Story time

I was at dinner with my dad and my little brother tonight, both of whom are major foodies and excellent cooks. They were literally nerding out about a really good local fish market. I had a question for experienced fish purchasers, which had been on my mind for awhile, so I tried to ask as casually as possible: “So, uh, do you think it would be possible to obtain, like, uh, for example, the heart and liver of a bass?” 

Silence. Everyone looked at me really weird. “Is this for something Satanic?” my little brother asked.

I flushed and said in a tiny voice “It might be!”

Everyone cracked up, and my dad told me that if I bought a whole bass and asked to keep the entrails, he would cook me a delicious bass for dinner and then I could do my ritual. 

Anyway I love having an accepting family. 

(And if you know what the heart and liver of a bass is good for, then you know I hope not to have to do this ritual anyway but I’m thinking it would be good to have those in the freezer just in case.)