thepeacockangel:

So I passed out briefly from a combination of over heating, dehydration due to screaming and sleep deprivation while playing Christ and had a vision of vast archways and crowds of people dressed in the clothing of all different eras

New fetlife fetish:

“Beating you so hard you astral project” into: everything to do with it

left-hand-path-notes:

Hiya! Actually, i don’t think that’s been asked on this blog before.

It wasn’t a straight switch. I went from Catholic to neopagan and then from there to demonolatry.

I left Catholicism because I was a trans queer girl who spent most of her early life closeted, and a lot of the abuse i got was in the name of their god. I have a knee jerk trauma response to a lot of christian rhetoric and doctrine from having it thrown in my face as a justification for all sorts of nonsense.

I came to demons for a few reasons. Number one, demons are cool as hell (pardon the pun) and I’ve always loved them, even when I was a podling and terrified of hell. The idea of these secret ninjas who don’t have to obey the rules just made me excited.

Then, too, Lucifer just…speaks to me. I love their mythos, their stories, and I love talking to them.

Finally, I’m firmly in the “i will dive into hell singing hallelujah to get away from the bastard upstairs” camp, and summoning demons is a sure fire way to do it, not to mention they know things and have shit to offer.

So, yeah. Thanks for asking!

“I will dive into hell singing hallelujah to get away from the bastard upstairs”