
Y’all already know what it is
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Once thought the most beautiful
Lucifer was cast out of the only home he knew
when he began thinking for himself
and decided it wasn’t okay for his destiny
to be decided for him by his father
He ate of the fruit first
and discovered he was more than
what he was assigned to be at birthii
He now does as he pleases,
and presents however he chooses.
He promotes survival over sacrifice
and knowledge over blind faith
He is free to pursue every aspect of himself
that his old home taught him to despiseHe lives on when they swore he could not
with no judgement
with no remorse
He shed that comfortable lie
For the glory of eternal transitioniii
The father who once had choirs sing his praise
Now spits upon his new name
He is seen as abomination in the home he left
but it doesn’t matter to him anymoreHe has made his own home
from the flames God swore he would never survive
His father spits on that too
Threatens the disobedient that they too shall burn
Lucifer can only hope he means it
He could always use another sibling at his sideThe kingdom that claims to be the brightest light
Only seems to shine
When they paint their child in ashes
to shield faithful eyes from the brilliant flamesiv
Heaven will never be satisfied
until Lucifer is destroyed
or stripped of all he truly isLucifer understands that these options
are one in the sameHe isn’t about to give into the pressure
after all he suffered to get this farLucifer is transgender
as am I
He will not give up on himself
And neither shall I


Book of the sun (akashic records)
mixed media photo painting on wood panel
© Yuko Ishii
www.yukoishii.com
For the heart, both altar and hell. / For the heart, both heaven and grief.
(via lifeinpoetry)
TOMORROW I FLY TO FUCKING CALIFORNIA AND GET TO DO WEIRD SEX STUFF WITH TWO, POSSIBLY THREE, INCREDIBLY PRETTY DUDES AND I AM PROFOUNDLY PLEASED ABOUT THIS.
(One of the dudes is my husband, obvs)
(also I get to do a fucked up roleplay where I literally get to play Christ)
(I am VERY pleased about this)
Can’t wait to see you tomorrow, cherie.


Then came the one who is wiser than all creatures, who was called the beast. When he saw the likeness of their mother, Eve, he said to her, “What is it that god said to you? ‘Don’t eat from the tree of knowledge’?” She said, “He said not only ‘Don’t eat from it’ but also ‘Don’t touch it, lest you die.’” He said to her, “Don’t be afraid! You certainly shall not die. For he knows that when you eat from it your mind will be sobered and you will become like gods, knowing the difference between evil and good people. For he said this to you because he is jealous, so that you would not eat from it.”
Now, Eve believed the words of the instructor. She looked at the tree and saw that it was beautiful and appealing, and she desired it. She took some of its fruit and ate, and she gave to her husband also, and he ate too. Then their minds opened. For when they ate, the light of knowledge shone for them. When they put on shame, they knew that they were naked with regard to knowledge. When they sobered up, they saw that they were naked, and they became enamored of one another. When they saw that their makers had beastly forms, they loathed them. They understood a great deal.
Then when the rulers knew that Adam and Eve had transgressed their commandment, they entered paradise and came to Adam and Eve in an earthquake and a great threat, to see the result of the help that was given. Then Adam and Eve were very much disturbed and hid under the trees in paradise. The rulers did not know where they were and said, “Adam, where are you?” He said, “I am here. But because of fear of you I hid after I became ashamed.” But they said to him, in ignorance, “Who is the one who spoke to you of the shame that you put on—unless you ate from the tree?” He said, “The woman whom you gave me, she is the one who gave to me, and I ate.” Then they said to that woman, “What is this you have done?” She answered and said, “The instructor is the one who incited me, and I ate.” Then the rulers came to the instructor. Their eyes were blinded by him so they were not able to do anything to him. They merely cursed him, since they were powerless. Afterward they came to the woman, and they cursed her and her offspring. After the woman they cursed Adam and the earth and the fruit because of him. And everything that they created they cursed. There is no blessing from them. Good cannot come from evil.
Never be afraid to fall apart because it is an opportunity to rebuild yourself the way you wish you had been all along.