The warrior once known as the Queen of Heaven was falling from the sky.
She fell through seven layers of clouds, which opened up beneath her like seven gates of air. The wind whipped round her, tearing at her like vicious clawed hands, ripping her to pieces.
The first thing it tore away from her was her crown.
Second, it sheared away her wings.
Third, it snatched her sword from her hand and tossed it away like a toothpick.
Fourth, it wrenched her shield from her arm and hurled it away like a coin.
Fifth, it stripped away her armor, leaving her freezing and bare.
Sixth, it scoured off her flesh, expunging her femaleness and reducing her to the dust of herself.
Seventh and finally, as it hurled her to the ground, as she burst through the crust of the earth and hurtled into Hell, it stole her selfhood, her pronoun, and even name.
The warrior found themself in a place of fire. Long they lay dazed on the burning lake. At length they picked themself up and set out in search of the others, of companions they hardly remembered but knew they had once had.
As they traveled through hell they came to a gate of lead. A woman veiled in black sat beside the gate.
“Who are you?” demanded the warrior.
The woman lifted her veil, emitting the odor of roses but revealing the face of a skull. “I am Lilith the Old,” she said. “Do you not remember me?”
“No,” said the warrior, “I do not remember.”
“Take these,” said the skull woman, “to replace something you’ve lost.”
She handed the warrior two horns, which they placed upon their skull. They would do in place of a crown.
“Thank you,” said the warrior, and passed through the gate.
The warrior continued through the black land, and came to a gate of tin. Beside it sat a blind woman dressed all in blue.
“Who are you?” demanded the warrior.
“I am Lucifuge,” replied the blind woman. “Do you not remember me? I know you well by voice, and by sight although my eyes do not see.”
“No,” said the warrior, “I do not remember.”
“Take these,” said the blind woman, “to replace something you’ve lost.”
She handed the warrior two leathery wings. The warrior affixed them to their shoulder blades. Wings of leather seemed sturdier than wings of feather.
“Thank you,” said the warrior, and passed through the gate.
The warrior continued through the blue land, and came to a gate of iron. Beside it sat a beautiful angel all dressed in red.
“Who are you?” asked the warrior.
“I am Agrat,” laughed the beautiful angel. “Lover, can’t you remember me?”
“No,” said the warrior, their heart filled with regret, “I remember nothing.”
“It is alright,” said the beautiful angel, although her eyes looked said. “I believe you will remember. Take this, perhaps it will help.”
She handed the warrior a flaming sword. It reminded them of when their heart had flamed for her.
“Thank you,” said the warrior. “I think I remember something. I must go on, for now, but I will come back to you.”
“Yes,” said the red angel, “You belong here with me, for this is our gate.”
The warrior continued through the red land, which would be their land, and came to a gate of copper. Beside it sat a giant insect with wings and a carapace of iridescent green.
“Who are you?” asked the warrior.
“I am Beelzebub,” buzzed the insect, in a multitude of voices. “Don’t you remember us?”
“No,” said the warrior, “I still cannot remember.”
“Take this,” said the insect. “You seem to have misplaced yours.”
The insect handed the warrior a powerful shield.
“Thank you,” said the warrior, beginning to feel almost whole, if still a bit naked without armor or flesh.
The warrior continued through the green land, and came to a gate of silver. Beside it sat a white wolf.
“Who are you?” asked the warrior.
The white wolf changed into a woman who was not quite a woman, one who was naked and smiled with sharp white teeth.
“I am Lilith the Young,” said the wolf woman. “Do you not remember me?”
“I am afraid I do not,” said the warrior.
“That’s alright,” said the wolf woman. “The last time you saw me, I might have been an owl. Take this, to replace something you’ve lost.”
The wolf woman handed the warrior a suit of armor that shone like the light of the moon.
“Thank you,” said the warrior, and passed through the gate.
The warrior continued through the silver land until they came to a gate of quicksilver. Beside it sat a man dressed in purple and changing colors.
“Who are you?” asked the warrior.
“I am Jesus Christ,” said the man with a straight face. When the warrior did not react, he sighed. “Just joking,” he said. “I’m Belial, although I can see you don’t know me from Adam. Remember anything?”
“Not much,” admitted the warrior.
Belial sighed. “Well, I can’t give back your memory. But take this, anyway. It seems you have lost yours.”
The man handed the warrior a body. The warrior put it on. It seemed different than the one they remembered having. It fit them better.
“Thank you,” said the warrior, and passed through the gate.
The warrior continued through the land of purple and of shifting colors until they came to a gate of gold. Beside it stood an angel who shone with all the splendor of the sun.
“I know you,” said the warrior in amazement. “You are Lucifer.”
The Lightbringer smiled. “I am glad my light is doing its job,” he said, “and helping you remember.”
“Yes,” said the former Queen of Heaven, “it is bringing everything back. I remember what I was. But things are different now.”
“Who will you be?” asked the Devil.
“One without maleness or femaleness,” said the warrior, “and my name shall be Astaroth, and I am of the red land of Mars, of the realm of wrath and battle.”
“Good to have you back,” smiled Lucifer. “Why don’t you return there now? Someone is waiting for you.”
And Astaroth walked back through the gates of Mercury and Venus until they came to the gate of Mars, where Agrat in red was still waiting for them, and when they saw one another they flung their arms around each other, and kissed, and cried, and were glad.