This post is about sexuality. It’s pretty raw and frank. Please don’t read if you are a minor, or if you don’t want to hear about me this way.

This also has a lot to do with my mental illness. It’s not written in my usual style. Instead this style strives to recreate what I was thinking and experiencing in the moment of this incident. It’s not psychosis but it might be too close for comfort. Don’t read this if you can be triggered into an episode by such material.

There are mentions of sexual trauma.

Honestly, just don’t read this.

noli me tangere.
noli me legere.
noli me videre.*
noli me –
*non enim videbit me homo et vivet.

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